Today I bought my dog a new chew toy she jumped with excitement like she's never seen anything like it before, she's had other toys to play with, but this one was different she carried it around with her everyday laid next to it when she took afternoon naps, placed it next to her when she'd eat breakfast she loved this chew toy, at the peak of it's condition, it was soft and fluffy perfect for her she wanted to be gentle with it and made sure it didn't break too soon there are other toys I've given to her, but they've been put into a basket, already worn and loved maybe she does still like them, but why doesn't she play with them anymore? Why do I keep buying her new toys if she's over them within a few weeks? Why do I keep standing by my phone if it's not going to ring? Why do I try so hard, when I'm not sure it's the same love we speak of? Am I just another dog toy you've already discarded ...